wisha sheeya love

yokk!!!!!!!!sedeyhnyee..pagi2 aq dah sedeyh dah...semuanye sal semalm...nyesl aq on9 semalm..hmm...aq teringn nk jadi owng yng sentiase single..aq ase blew dew relationship,ai akn serabut kan otk aq,,aq x tahu,nape aq nk single jew..maybe aq dah serik,aq x mau nanges kerana sebab cintew...aq x nk!!!!tapi,semalm kenapew kowng nk mnx couple ngn aq..??napew kowng nk kt aq..???adewkah juz sebab kowng nk maen2 kan ati aq atau pun kownh betul2,cintew kn aq..aq dah rimas ngn semua nie..i juz want to be the single gurlz..not the relationship gurlz..but,semalm,napew kowng nk mnx couple..keplae dah beserabut,and last nie,i do the so stupid desicions,aq ambk semua and aq promise nk kasi the luv yng same rate kt kwng...but,boleyh ke aq wt cm tu..???aq cube nk jadi pompuan yng setia,tapi,kalu aq beserabut,keputusan bodoh gk aq akn buat..kang,seng2 citew,aq x kan ambk sapew2...abz citew...tapi nk wt cm mane..??kalu aq pilih seida,yng lagi sowng mesty kecewa..kalu aq pilh si sowng agi nie,yng nie mesty kecewe..adoiihhh,i feel i juz wnt to die..!!!ergghh!!!serabut...i juz want study..pew dew kt aq nie,aq rase kawn2 aq agi cntk,agi cute and agi hot dari aq..aq dah bosn!!!macm mane aq nk wt keputusan nie...aq dah confuse...aq ase yng aq nie dah nk separuh mati..aq juz nk owng gembire,but kalu keadaan cm nie,nk wt cm mane,can i be selfish..???oh no!!!i cannot be selfish...i want them happy,but how about this topic..i cannot do desicions..but maybe,i will do stupid desicions..erghh!!!wht i can do..???plzz help me!!!!